It is precisely because of a rudimentary
understanding of spreadsheets and finance that I accepted the PTA’s First Vice-president for (School) Budget board position. While I well understood
the instructional and curricular aspects of education, I wanted to learn how
dollars and cents factored into its realization. I also believed that my desire
to overcome my deficit in budgetary knowledge combined with my writing skills would
inspire me to present information to the public that was simplistic and user
friendly. And because the job was so tedious and time intensive---one studies
the school budget line by line-I immersed myself.
Next Tuesday--May 15-- is the school budget vote. I am
not casting my ballot this year. It has nothing to do with apathy. While I no longer
have children in the schools I still believe in every child’s right to the best
educational practices. And my beliefs are not confined by a budgetary cap--in
fact I would be willing to spend more
tax dollars if it included (first and foremost) trimming the excessive administrative
personnel, adding more teaching staff, restoring lost programs, and beefing up
existing ones.
I am not voting because I have surrendered---neither
a “yes” or “no” vote validates my educational stance. A “yes” vote affirms that
this budget offers the best educational opportunity for students---I do not
believe this is so. Neither will I vote “yes” because the school district is
hanging a contingency budget over my head—like an albatross--a perennial bullying
tactic. In fact I believe that under a different (i.e. educationally conscious)
administration a contingency budget would be a strategic way for the district
to reinvent itself and come out the other side leaner and more focused—but based
on precedence this will not happen. And so voting “no” will send no message to
the BOE about my discontent either.
My vote is best left at home.
And despite the unheralded intensive work involved in
dissecting the school budget line by line, my dividend exceeded expectation. I
learned a great deal. I spun my fear into challenge and challenge into success.
And in particular, my copious notes and detailed review was noticed by someone
who now sits on the BOE who took the PTA budget position after I---a person I regard
as having extreme integrity---a person with whom I happy to agree to disagree with
as we do not necessarily see eye to eye. And she called me and said you know, you did a really good job as vice
president---your notes have made my work easier---and I was wondering may I
reuse your words? And I said yes.
And I felt good.
Sometimes one tiny accolade can make all your efforts
completely worthwhile—especially when it comes from someone who does not
necessarily share your agenda. And sometimes abstaining makes your vote more
vocal-- even more so than if you had pulled the lever---and especially when you
write a blog.
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