When I have disturbing dreams they fall into two
categories: the naked dream and the I
forgot to go to class/do my homework dream.
Interestingly, when I was younger I always woke up
before finding a solution to my dream’s dilemma; but now while in the crisis of
the sleep cycle I often manage to solve it--either by finding the time to get
the homework done/study/arrive on time or procuring clothing to cover my
private parts.
And in last night’s dream I found myself both naked and late to school while in the company
of my neighbor, my best friend, and a not-so-best friend. I can only assume
that what prompted this imagining was the decision to not post a “thought”
today. I must have felt shame over not having completed my “homework.” But
before I woke up from my nightmare my mind found some handkerchiefs on a shelf and
tied them to make a halter-top and skirt. And then a taxi showed up so I did
not have to walk to class. I was no longer naked nor would I be late.
And when I prepared my morning coffee I thought hmm maybe
that dream was telling me something: I am indeed in control of my guilt
and shame.
Because sometimes our only obstacle is ourselves. All
we need to do is get out of our own way. We always hold the solution if we
listen to what is inside.
And hopefully tonight I will dream of flying—my favorite dream. It is what my mind
imagines when I feel complete and in charge--which is what I am. Because I am
no longer naked or late to class—my problem is solved--and your reading this post is proof of this.
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